February 16th, 2010
Deer Park Retreat
My life has been a whirlwind of emotions recently. This trip only reminded my of why I fret so much, all my anxieties and sadness. Reflecting on this trip and my life has allowed to to release all my tension. I am reminded of all the things that are important. Family, forgiving and forgetting, being together, taking things slow and not forgetting to breathe. I am reminded of all the things that aren’t important. Letting myself get pushed into thinking that I HAVE to to anything. We don’t have to do anything. We just need to enjoys ourselves and each other.
After this trip, I now understand why Californians can put up with the taxes and traffic. This place was a paradise. The grass was golf-course green, every plant thrived in its soil. At Deer Park, all the animals and people lived in harmony.
I think this trip made my parents and aunts want to buy a plot of land here. I am totally for it.
In every step there is peace.